morning

i don't know why they expect me to function fully so early in the morning.

i arrive at 8:38. i e-mail. i drink my medium coffee (one sugar, two creams) and i blank out in front of the screen.

there will be no work done until 9:30. but then i will work madly, frenzied by the coffee pumping through my system.

i do not know why they expect me to work right away.

i do not know why they expect me to work.